Jun 5, 2009

Mixed Emotions



 
     There haven't been such a day in the recent past when on instance, I felt so good...and on another instance, I felt so disturbed... To be true, if I've to describe today - 5th June '09  - in terms of emotions I felt , it would be aptly mapped by a sinusoidal curve with 3 crests & 2 troughs..  However on all situations, I knew it was coming ... though I didnt knew whether the crest or trough was coming...but that knowledge helped me to deliver a balanced response.
             
     There are some situations in life when you have to speak up...And I'm happy that I did that today...  I do believe that a core value  education has instilled in me is to make sure that I don't take things meekly... that I dont silently submit myself to the so called system .... that I do try and fight.. that I do make a conscious attempt to make things better... And I'm proud that I attempted for that today....In the process, it did hurt someone...But I feel it'll do a lot good for him & the system in the long run.        

 

3 comments:

Bhadra Nair said...

Curious!!

Vinitha Vasanth said...

One needs loads of courage to "fight.." and "..make a conscious attempt to make things better".. and I guess you have it ...

Yeah ..there wld've been several situations in so many of our lives where we'd have felt like fighting back and all ...but eventually one tends to submit oneself to the so-called "system(s)" as you said..

Deepak said...

I would agree with Vinitha.. In fact, if you remember, I had blogged once about needing not only the conviction, but also the courage to fight.